Die Angst - z.B. vor Konflikten - lässt es am Ende zu, dass meine Grenzen überschritten werden, dass mir Menschen zu nahe kommen, mich verletzen oder anderweitig schaden. Weil ich nicht in der Lage bin, meine Grenzen rechtzeitig zu setzen - oder überhaupt erst mal zu erkennen!
... bis eines Tages die Wut auf den Plan tritt, wenn sie nicht mehr komplett unterdrückt wird oder die Verletzung dann so stark ist, dass ich platze...
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